Sunday, October 21, 2012

For better or worse


Today is our wedding anniversary. We left the kids with the grandparents yesterday and hit the big city to celebrate. We ended the day with a fondue dinner at a nice restaurant, and were navigating our way back to the highway toward home. I turned left and was concentrating on listening to the Tom Tom for directions, looking up to admire a swanky house on my right when it happened. I hit the curb full-force on the passenger’s side. I pulled over on the very busy street, and J got out to survey the damage. Both passenger-side tires were shredded to the rims. So here we were, 60 miles from home, standing on the sidewalk next to our disabled vehicle at dusk.

After we called the insurance tow service and the police (someone needed to secure the area), I started calling around to find someone who could replace two tires on a Saturday night. This is kind of like trying to get the stuffed animal you want out of a mechanical claw machine in a bowling alley. Every place I called closed at 7 p.m. The tow truck wasn’t going to be able to get to us for at least an hour, maybe longer.

Meanwhile, not one, but two police cruisers arrived and set up flares behind our car. With their help, I was finally able to locate a Wal-Mart 30 minutes in the opposite direction of home that could help us if we could get there before 8 o’clock. As the minutes ticked by with no sign of our truck, I could feel my stress level rising. To make matters worse, I called my mom to see how the kids were doing, and learned that R’s stomach was upset, and K had been cranky for most of the day.

The tow truck finally arrived an hour-and-a-half later, and Officer Hernandez (we were on a last name basis at this point) generously offered to drive us ahead of the tow truck so that we could reach Wal-Mart in time. Our anniversary ended with a ride in a police cruiser and a positive confirmation that the individuals in the photos on the “People of Wal-Mart” website aren’t PhotoShopped, but actually do exist. (Think thong underwear worn outside of flesh-colored stretch pants.)

The most memorable part of our evening out (and there are so many to choose from) was my husband’s reaction to all of this. He didn’t yell or place blame, although I was clearly at fault. There were a few jokes referencing moving curbs, but that was it. He stood in the dark with me, helping me figure out what to do next without complaining, even though I’m sure it wasn’t the evening he had in mind. He didn’t even flinch when we had to shell out $200 for tires.

In the weeks leading up to our wedding six years ago, I was terrified that I would freeze and forget my vows in front of an entire church filled with our family and friends, so I neurotically recited them every night before I went to bed. If there’s a silver lining to OCD, it’s that I still remember them by heart:

I, S, take you, J to be my husband. I promise to be true to you in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. I will love you and honor you all the days of my life.

My twenty-five-year-old-self thought those words were incredibly romantic, but I know now that that girl had no idea what she was really agreeing to. Over the past six years, we have weathered the deaths of family members, the births of our two children, family vacations, the serious illnesses of our parents, personal loss that brought us to our knees, the flu, career changes, broken down vehicles, hospitalization, and home improvement projects.

It’s easy to love and honor another person when life is moving along on cruise control, but it takes a lot more effort when we hit a curb. It’s not the wedding day vows or the happy photos from family vacations that build a marriage. It’s being up together at 2 a.m. cleaning vomit off of the carpet because your two-year-old has the flu. And it’s having that person beside you when you get the news that your mom has cancer. Those are the moments that define a couple.

We are by no means a perfect couple. We argue, and we drive each other crazy at least once per day (more on the weekends), but in a world where romance and sex are the prevailing images associated with relationships, I’m grateful that I also have a partner who is my friend. I think Dan Seals says it better than I ever could in this song:



Here’s to you Ace. Happy #6!

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